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WILL GRAHAM
from nbc's HANNIBAL


WRITTEN BY NANNIE
est. may 2016

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grhams: yOU GOTTA DO THE ROUGH TOUCH™ THING FOR WILL TOO ya gotta

tastcful-deactivated20180126:

ROUGH TOUCH MEME | CLOSED

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there was BLOOD on will graham’s face. some of it was his, some of it was hannibal’s. he could no longer tell the DIFFERENCE. the crimson drops slipping from the doctor’s lips to land on the other man’s cheek blended so well with his friend’s (   his BEST friend’s   ) own. it carried the same SHADE , the same WEIGHT , the same PAIN as if it was his own. hannibal hovered over will graham’s mangled body   &   forgot for a short moment WHO WAS WHO. the lines dividing them both had BLURRED beyond the psychiatrist’s predictions. under all that blood will graham looked an awful like lecter’s REFLECTION …   &   vice versa.

how had it come to this ? to the point in which hannibal thirsted to DESTROY the only piece of himself that grew independently  &   detached from his body ? will graham was FAMILY. they had had a DAUGHTER together. but her upbringing had been DOOMED from the start due to her UNCONVENTIONAL rebirth. nowadays hannibal both thirsted to PLEASE will   &  TORTURE  him. to aid him in his GROWTH   &   in his SELF-DESTRUCTION. this was  L O V E  …  in its’ own special way. UNSTABLE enough to encourage hannibal to CRUSH his favorite patient’s bone structure but wrapped in such raw TENDERNESS that it kept hannibal from KILLING him.

two large hands still stained with the other’s blood now clasped the skull of the man laying beneath him. it wasn’t a harsh gesture, ON THE CONTRARY , it was quite careful. DELICATE even; as if holding the most precious of NEWBORNS between his palms. they had been doing nothing but breathing erratically for the last few minutes , exhausted from the FEROCIOUS fight which had just erupted within his kitchen. LECTER HAD HIM. he could SHATTER that boy’s cranium between his jaws   &   no one would know it. one bite   &   it would be all over, his disguise covered, will’s misery FINISHED at last …  but what would be the FUN in that? WHO else could fully appreciate hannibal   &   his doings if not will graham ? 

     ❛   rest.  ❜     will grunted   &  moved, one last attempt at getting up that was quickly DENIED by the doctor’s unforgiving grip on the other’s hips. he slammed them back down, putting all of his weight onto the gesture. he watched will wince in PAIN. he looked HOLY in that moment ; a MARTYR with the bloodied shades of a CARAVAGGIO.       ❛   some heroic acts are better left in dreams 
____ rest now, will. and this too shall pass.   ❜    

Title: Smells Like Teen Spirit
Artist: Think Up Anger ft Malia j
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iinsanesarchive:

smells like teen spirit (cover) // think up anger ft malia j


tastcful:

Dᴇᴀʀ Wɪʟʟ, ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀʟʟ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ʟɪғᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴏᴜʀ ᴏʟᴅ ʟɪᴠᴇs ʜᴏᴠᴇʀ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡs. Sᴏᴏɴ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ I ғᴇᴀʀ Jᴀᴄᴋ Cʀᴀᴡғᴏʀᴅ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴄᴋɪɴɢ. I ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴇɴᴄᴏᴜʀᴀɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴀs ᴀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ, ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴇᴘ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴏʀ ʜᴇ ʜᴏʟᴅs ᴏᴘᴇɴ. Iᴛ’s ᴅᴀʀᴋ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sɪᴅᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴅɴᴇss ɪs ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ.

wickedastardly:

It undermines your ability to think rationally.

@tastcful​.     ˢ ᵗ ᵃ ʳ ᵗ ᵉ ʳ

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there’s the  WICKEDNESS  OF  THE  MURDERS,  &  then there’s the psychological torture.  the  CHESAPEAKE  RIPPER  wields both with the skill of an artist…  &  will graham was his  MASTERPIECE.     masks have  FINALLY  FALLEN,  veils of camouflaged identity dropped for his  DREADFUL  REALIZATION.  how blind he was, how tolerant…   all in the name of  FRIENDSHIP.     &  how blind the others remain in the face of  INNOCENT  GALLANTRY.  let the ripper invite them to his parties.  let them devour his food.  let them unknowingly take part in  HIS  LATEST  KILL’S  disposal.  they’ll learn to  LIVE  WITH  THE  TRUTH  like he does     ––––––––––he’s still waiting for the  APPROPRIATE  REPULSION  to strike.     body motionless when he stares back at the visitor;  oblivious of the cold bars that yet  STAND  BETWEEN  THEM:  defiance pouring from his every breath.          ❛   ––––––––––doctor lecter.     you really didn’t have to come.   ❜

ghostling:

H O R R O R . P R O M P T S

  • “I just got back from the cemetery.”
  • “I swear I just saw someone… or something looking in my window.”
  • “I know I closed the damn closet door, but it keeps opening! Please tell me this is just some kind of joke you keep pulling.”
  • “What’s behind you in these pictures…?”
  • “Apparently like 20 years ago, some girl slaughtered her family in the basement.”
  • “I think there’s something about this house that you’re not telling me.”
  • “I keep hearing noises coming from the attic…”
  • “I know what I saw, and whatever is in the basement… it’s not human!”
  • “I didn’t have time to see what it was! I just got the hell out of there!”
  • “Whose grave were you bringing flowers to…?”
  • “The electricity guy said there was absolutely nothing wrong – and yet, the lights always flicker on at 2am. Explain that to me?”
  • “Why don’t you spend the night in that house ‘alone’, then try to convince me that you don’t believe in ghosts.”
  • “Y-you don’t understand, he didn’t have a face!”
  • “I had a dream that I killed you.”
  • “Ah, yes… the room you’re staying in. It’s a paranormal hot spot, apparently.”
  • “I keep hearing whispers at night… I-I can’t sleep!”
  • “There was something else in there with me, I’m not going back to that house.”
  • “Come on, it’s just an urban legend…”
  • “Are you trying to tell me I’ve been sleeping in a dead girl’s room!?”
  • “I keep getting the feeling that someone is following me.”
  • “Don’t panic… but I think there’s someone else in the house.”
  • “I can still feel her/his ghost, and it’s killing me…”
  • “There’s something growling in the basement… could you, uh… check it out for me?”
  • “Can you just… can you please check the closet?”
  • “P-please… put the knife down.”
  • “I bought this haunted ring on eBay!”
  • “No, no, no – run!”
  • "I didn’t forward one of those freaky chain letters and now I keep hearing the laughter of children coming from my hallways at night.”
  • “The dead are all around us…”
  • “She’s dead! She’s dead and yet I keep seeing her, everywhere!”
  • “There’s something breathing under the bed…”
  • "You can’t tell me you don’t believe in ghosts after all we’ve been through.”
  • “I saw something I wasn’t supposed to see, something… that wasn’t supposed to be here.”
  • “Maybe an exorcism is in order…?”
  • “I woke up, and it was j-just… staring at me.”
  • “He was there, then like a second later he literally vanished! I saw it happen!”
  • “I like the ghosts here… they keep me company.”
  • "You can’t honestly tell me you’re in love with a dead girl.”
  • “Wasn’t someone murdered in this house? Why are we here?”
  • “If dying means being with him/her, kill me. I’d be happier that way.”
  • “Ghosts aren’t real. You need help.”
  • “…what do you mean we didn’t talk last night? You came over, you were here.”
  • “You saw something you weren’t supposed to see. And now… now you know what has to be done.”
  • “I’m pretty sure my toaster’s haunted.”
  • "What’s wrong with you? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
  • “Don’t! Don’t you dare open that door!”
  • “I visited his/her grave for the first time today…”
  • “Something terrible happened here, didn’t it?”
  • “Wh-why do you have a knife…?”
  • "You’re all bloody, what happened!?”
  • “You know that book from The Evil Dead? Yeah, well… I’m pretty sure we found something pretty damn similar to it.”
  • “You’re bleeding…”
  • “How can you not see it…? I’m dead! I’ve been dead for years!”
  • “I’ve always wanted to see you choking on your own blood.”
  • “I’m sorry, I’m busy Friday with the… funeral and all.”
  • “I’ll never forget the sound of his screaming.”
  • “From the looks of it, the afterlife is a lot more fun than this.”
  • "Legend has it that you can still hear her crying for her lover in the dead of night.”
  • “I want to be dead, too.”
  • “Well don’t you look lovely, all covered in blood.”
  • "Whoa – wait! Please don’t go down there… let’s just get out of here, please?”
  • “You played with a Ouija board!?”
  • “Me and some friends played with a Ouija board the other night… and things have been a little strange since then.”
  • “There’s so much negative energy in this house… do you know if someone died here?”
  • “You’re always hanging out in cemeteries… and yeah, it’s kinda creepy.”
  • "They just don’t believe like they used to…”
  • “I will haunt you until the end of time.”
joshosis-archive: "When's the last time you slept?"

x.     BASIC ANGST STARTERS.

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❛   if we’re talking  FULL - ON  nights’ rest…   ❜          eyelids resolutely forced  OPEN;  he’s been keeping himself awake to  AVOID  THE  DRENCHING  TERROR,  the sentiment of fear in its most  BASIC,  in its  PUREST  FORM.     why dream when the nightmares  VISIT  HIM  during the day?  plague his every thought,  TEAR  HIS  MIND  APART?          ❛   –––––––––––i’ve   l o s t   count.   ❜

novr:

confusing reality with dreams and having false memories is just my thing

@laidre.     ˢ ᵗ ᵃ ʳ ᵗ ᵉ ʳ

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he doesn’t  HOLD  GRUDGES.  not anymore.  not now.  not in hell.  with  DECAYED  HUMANITY  on the verge of self-decimation, the few unscathed need to rely on  SOLIDARITY.  self-defence is as relevant a tool as ever;  perhaps  MORE,  even.     muddy fingers dab at the burning temple from where her  BLOW  STRUCK,  free hand held up in silent  SURRENDER.  the modern version of a white flag.          ❛   ––––––––––i preferred the dead when they were…   ACTUALLY  DEAD.  you know?   ❜

@byersbcy.     ˢ ᵗ ᵃ ʳ ᵗ ᵉ ʳ

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❛  kid,  if you have a  STRONG  STOMACH  &  would like to make a dollar…   ❜          they’ve never needed  OUTSIDE  ASSISTANCE.  jack crawford always sees to that.  but special occurrences require he  MAKES  AN  EXCEPTION  &  goes behind jack’s back.  details matter.  they do tho him, at least.          ❛   ––––––––––i’d like to  BORROW  you  &  your camera.  it won’t be long. ––––– for a  CRIME  SCENE.   ❜

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